Lost friend

I had a friend, very close friend. We always stayed together all the time. We grew up, all had our own responsibilities- and she started to want to go her own way – At one point it had to be her way or no way. Of course when you have a close friend you want to support them and their decisions as much as you can – but it started to be too much, and fights between her and other good friends made it worst.
I stood up , told her how I felt about the whole thing, that if she continued on, our friendships would not be the same ever again, but she didn’t want to listen or understand our feelings so she chose her way and I stopped talking to her all-together.I didnt want to go her way and support lies. I didn’t want to continue listening to her cheery self when at the end she was trully not happy. I could not go on with this game, when i have my own family to support, so I had to let go of that friendship.
It is sad, and sometimes I wonder if she is okay, if she needs advice, a shoulder. But when we were friends my advice was not good enough for her. She told me how she went through more problems in her life than I or our other good friend ever did. I answered her that no problems can be compared as they are all bad and all lessons to learn for each and everyone of us- but again her way was her way- so until she believes that- I will keep on praying for her because she was still a part of my life, she had a part of my friendship and that cannot be taken away, even if it is in the past it’s still happened, even though these memories are sad now, they are still memories and i will cherish them always.
~God keep her safe please~

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